sugar coat it

Well, since my last post to update you all, I have learned that I was wrong. Wrong in a horrible, are you kidding me, please kill me now kind of way.

We have to actually re-do our entire home study because we are not just updating, we our asking for an extension. This includes medical appointments, birth certificates, notaries, blah, blah, blah. AND the cost of it all... again. AND our temporary housing situation is not acceptable, so we have to find a house ASAP and get moved to have our home visit. All this by Feb. 16. This is the same stuff that took us 12 months the first time. And we didn't have to move to make it happen. We have to make a decision: Can we do this? Is this even possible? Then what?

We've had lots of low points through this process. Just down-right hard - the devil is trying to kill me - points. And we have claimed God's power and He has worked it all for His glory.

I truly can't see how this can be resolved. We are at the bottom. I don't think it's even possible to do this in the physical. I wish I could sugar coat this.

Please pray for us.